All is quiet!

Has spring arrived yet?

It has been kind of quiet around here, well sort of! I have actually been listening to some podcasts, which I don't normally do as I quite like the peace and quiet. I know there are lots of people who cannot stand the lack of background noise, but it really does not bother me at all. I'm used to it. After listening to the podcasts and music I'd actually had a headache from listening to too much. Kind of like binge watching a series on the telly, only not as long. 

It might have Brencis, we have snowdrops
peeking through

I like to stand at the window
while I'm working and watch
the world go by. While listening
to the podcasts I was sewing
the rainbow skirt for one of my
granddaughters

One of the podcasts set me thinking and mulling over thoughts in my mind. I don't seem to have had much chance to do that just lately and I miss it. Letting thoughts swill around in my brain helps me to process and think things through. It's at times like these that I can make connections that I wouldn't normally and they help me to come to a few of those "Aha!" points- when something suddenly makes sense or when two things connect. 

Yes George! Something to smile about

Spring is on its way. This is the old ski hill

One of the things I was listening to was an old friend of ours from a church we used to go to in the UK. They have started a worship and soaking night - basically where you just relax in God's presence. It was a type of event our church used to do quite a bit. The fact they were doing it on Zoom reminded me of how churches have had to adapt to lockdown in many places of this world. At least if they have been responsible citizens that is and not risking their congregation's and their respective community's lives that is. My mind went back to a time when I felt God spoke to me and asked me to tell the church to stop normal meetings for 3 months. To clear their calendar. 

Freddie is our quiet alpaca, not one
to make a fuss and quite shy and 
timid. A friend of ours reminded us
that Ian hadn't taken many pictures of
him just lately and she was right. He 
ends up just blending into the 
background. He's lovely though
and we should take more notice of the
quiet ones from time to time.

Sometimes things just stand out so clearly.

If you have only been following this blog more recently, you might be surprised at me saying something like that, as I've been quiet about God just lately. It's not as if I lost my faith in God, it's just I didn't feel I saw things as clearly as I once did. Is that age? Perhaps! Sometimes we can lose the sense of certainty we had when we were younger. I think it has more to do with the unsettling period we've been through, the busyness of doing my PhD, being employed full-time for the first time in my life (not that I have not had things to do, just not what many would call a proper job) as well as just not having enough time to mull things over. 

There are two buckets of fresh water in the alpaca
house, but Brencis is still eating what's left of the
snow.

Yes Vanessa! Sometimes it is just good to stand
and watch. To let those thoughts float around
our brains. 

Anyway, as I thought back to that time of when I told the church about clearing their calendar, it was during a time when I used to walk around our village on a daily basis to think and pray. I had space in my head to think and I felt this is what God wanted for our church. We can get so busy in just doing, that we cannot see what we really want, we don't see what is really important or we just lose who we really are. 

The sunset was just stunning tonight

We jokingly call Sofie our 
summer cat, as she spends her
winter in our neighbours'
dairy barn. She turned up
since the snow melted. She's
not so daft!

I hunted back through my posts to find what I had been saying over time and way back in 2009 I talked about how I like to mull things over and really that is just who I am (And so it begins). In that post I said

At times it can seem pedantic [to look at every aspect to see things from different angles] and sometimes it seems destructive but then again so many things have been built into the church that doesn't need to be there so unless you critique things you will not acknowledge the problems. Ignoring the value of critiquing is like burying your head in the sand and pretending everything is fine.

Our new pond has filled nicely.

 

Singing an ode to spring

 Even earlier I wrote this (God comes knocking)

A song has been coming back to me called Pillar of Fire and you can read the lyrics here the phrase "Where, Oh Lord, are you leading?" keeps coming through in this time. I am not scared as in the song but certainly puzzled. I knew it would be a different road to travel from here, after all the title of a book "What got you here. won't get you there" - a book about business leaders by Marshall Goldsmith leapt out at me last year and has never left. So what is God doing at the moment? Where is he leading His church? All I know is he is transforming the landscape, transforming the places where we live and He is going to do a thorough job of it, there will be no "it's good enough" or "it will do for now", his transformation may take time but it will be complete.

Slowly but surely the snow is going after more
than two months

Spring is coming

A landscape transforming. I love the reflection
of the trees. A reflection! A sign of spring! There
are not many reflections in the snow, refraction
of light that twinkles and sparkles like a million
diamonds but not a reflection of the landscape.

My supervisor would laugh to read that I wrote about the transformation of the landscapes. He often has to remind me to add the landscape aspect even now and I was talking about landscapes in this particular post before I was even in the Landscape Architect department. Our landscapes have to change though. Our mental landscapes as well as our physical ones.  Covid19 brought many things to a complete standstill. We found out what work was really considered essential. We found out that you can try to keep the economy going but high numbers in the hospitals will put a stop to that. You cannot ignore people's health. We have rediscovered the joy of simple things, things we took for granted before Covid. Many have had to clear their diaries, some to take care of children, some through lack of work and so on. The landscape has changed. 

We now get to see the full extent of the pig damage

Mari getting fluffier and fluffier

It has been hard on many people. Many people have resisted the imposition of lockdown and sadly many churches tried to ignore the imposition too. Instead of listening to the still small voice that said, "Stop!" and "Wait a while!.....Slow down!........And listen!" We need to hear the groans of those who have been made to work at the expense of their health. Ground down by their poverty that no amount of work will overcome. We need to hear the groan of our planet as it creaks under the demands of man. We need to adjust our desires for more...and more. We need to stop! Embrace the stillness and listen!

Before (17th February)

After (1st March)

Before (25th February)

After (1st March)

Before (25th February)

After (1st March)

Lynx tracks we think

We haven't had as much of a 
problem of lots of puddles
everywhere. The snow seems to
have soaked into the ground
quite nicely

I'll leave you with a poem I wrote in November 2010 (Whirlwinds and silence)

Silence!

The snow lay thick on the ground

and a grey blanket spread out

covering the sky

"Shuuush!" He said

"Why?" asked the little one

"Listen!"

"But I can't hear anything."

"I know!....

It's beautiful!"

he said in awed tones,

and the silence hung in the air

like the ice from the trees

easily shattered.

Such times!

I know people are meant to stay home Chanel, but really you
can go out into the paddock. 

I wonder what we will make of these times in 10, 20, 30 years? Will it just be a distant memory like the 2008 economic crash? Mind you that was an event that happened at a slower rater than the few months it has taken to descend into chaos across Europe with the Covid19 virus. Yet it doesn't feel like chaos out on our land, well not yet anyway. It has been a rollercoaster of a week though and I know that I'm not the only one. It is times like these that make it hard to be away from family, but then again, even if we were closer, the need for self-isolation would still make it difficult to gather everyone around.

It's no good hiding at the back Mari, get out into the sunshine

Coltsfoot: an old remedy for coughs

One of the reasons for the rollercoaster of a ride, besides wondering about family is that I hadn't heard anything about my PhD pre-defence (like mock exams for PhD students) until this week. For this I have to do a presentation with an Estonian opponent who will look through my work, critique it and ask me awkward questions in preparation for the final defence. This is supposed to be face to face with my supervisors present, but of course that is not possible now, because one of them is in the UK, one in Estonia and I'm in Latvia and none of us can cross borders. So it looks like we will now be doing this online, but I only found out on Friday. I got an urgent text and email from one of my supervisors to ask me to complete my thesis and send it to him to pass onto the opponent. And the defence? April 7th, so not long either.

The boys still enjoy a Christmas tree

Mr. Tellus had a sore eye again this week. He does seem to
get regular problems with them. I made up a slightly salty
thyme and hyssop tea and wiped it with that and he seems
better today.

So as far as possible we've stayed away from people so we aren't responsible for bringing a disease from Riga to our village and trying to stay healthy at the same time. Of course we have been to the supermarket on a regular basis, mainly because our neighbour is still not in milk production mode yet and therefore we still need to buy regular supermarket milk. Supplies are a bit lower in our little village shops, but there are stocks of most things, just maybe not every brand they normally have and a few spaces in between but at least it hasn't been as ridiculous as elsewhere.

Freddie getting his vitamins

Before Ian got ill he was preparing the area for the base of
the new greenhouse

Our panic buys from last week of a tent and greenhouse arrived, thankfully. Ian also got sorted out with supplies so that we...errr I mean he can get going on that. At least he will be when he has completely recovered from a stomach bug. Fortunately it wasn't the dreaded disease. All I can say is it is a good job we have toilet paper though. We had decided to go and stay in the caravan but that was nearly reversed so that we could take advantage of the better facilities at the apartment. In the end, we weathered the problem and Ian is feeling much better now. This is not the time to be ill though for sure.

George soaking up the sun and thinking about fresh grass. It's
growing, although the heavy frosts of the last two nights will
not have helped

Aggie

Despite being closed to visitors, we have still had a few people turn up, only they weren't coming to see the alpacas exactly. The first group, three young men, came around 7 in the evening. One of them swore when I asked if they spoke English, so he got a reprimand. I don't like swearing at the best of times and I most certainly do not like someone using English swear words when they don't speak much English. He did apologise though. I must still have the withering look that was perfected over 20 years of doing children's work. It was not used all the time, but was effective when needed. Anyway, apparently they just wanted some diesel because their car had run out about a1km away. It was better for us to deal with it than let our neighbours run the risk of meeting young men who should have been at home.

Lady V reaching for the tastiest morsel of grass at the back
of the feeder

So hard to tell Chanel and Ilvija apart now

Our next visitors were neighbours and members of our local hunting organisation. We did get a phone call to see if we were in isolation and we were careful to make sure we were close enough to talk but not too close. There was no shaking hands and after signing the papers to renew our hunting contract with the organisation and taking receipt of our cans of moose meat we washed our hands. It is a good job that it is the soap that is the most important part of hand washing because our water is very cold at the moment. It might be beautiful and bright during the day but we have seen some of the coldest nights this winter, only it is supposed to be spring now.

Antonia sunbathing. Looks like she is
sporting a rather unusual hat though

Sofie in all her fluffy glory. In reality she is a felted ball of
fluff here.

Sofie decided to pay us a visit too. She's been at our neighbours most of the winter but made regular visits back. This time though she didn't seem so well. I had to get some worming tablets as she has obviously been making a big dent in the mouse population judging by her fat belly and the tapeworms she's managed to pick up in the process. She is usually a very skinny cat. She is also not a practical cat for a farmyard. She's a great mouser but her fur mats up so badly, very quickly. This time I think she could hardly move her neck. It took me ages with much patient cutting away of great wadges of felted fur. I've given her a day off before I start on the ones down her side.

Come on Amanda, you also can at least go out in the paddock

I think our kombucha tea should be ready
by now. Surprisingly refreshing

As I said, it all feels very weird for so much chaos going on in the world and yet all is calm and peaceful on our land, well kind of. Hearing the cockerels crowing is normal in the countryside and we tune out the noise they make. Even from day one of sleeping in the caravan with the cockerels just outside they haven't really disturbed us that much. However, the cranes are definitely back and oh boy are they loud. The noise they make rings clear across the valley.

Tubjørn and Brencis making sure they are more than 2m apart

That's right girls. When outside remember the social distancing
rules.

I was playing about with making felted balls. These didn't
turn out quite right but thought they would make some fun
little guys.

So which tomatoes were the first to make an appearance? The
ones labelled "mystery" of course. Typical!

We are not likely to run out of eggs. Our hens
have started producing again. Not brilliantly
but enough for what we need. 

Thoughtful

Looks like it's been a rough week for Josefs too. Look at that
hair. He was the only one so wet the other day.

Well what a week. It's been hard to keep up. My university is closed to students. Lab work at our university can continue, but those of us who do not need a lab have to work from home, only I already do that, so not a problem for me. All learning will be done online, so a lot of staff will be trying to figure out how to get their heads around that. Fortunately I don't have any university students to arrange work for and even if I did, I'm kind of used to it due to my online tutoring work and previous experience of being a student on online courses.

Yes it snowed again. Here's Aggie with her tail up because
Ian called her name. 

Ian explaining to the boys that we won't have so many visitors
this year.

Borders are essentially closed and flights have been stopped to Latvia. The timing of this did surprise me. I know they have cancelled flights to areas of high infections, but didn't think they would stop all international flights so soon. There will be some repatriation flights this week for Latvians stuck abroad fortunately but they will have to self-isolate when they arrive. It was only after the event that it suddenly dawned on me that Ian and I have no way of getting back to the UK if we needed/wanted to. That was a bit of a shock to the system and not a pleasant thought, with family still in the UK.

George doesn't look too worried though, but I still think he
enjoys it when visitors do come, he's usually one of the first
ones there

A snuffly kiss

Here in Latvia this is the beginning of the school holidays but it will be followed by two weeks of closures. Sensible. I notice that some people are rather blasé about this virus and some are saying what about the other diseases that get ignored because it is the poor that suffer those. Very true, but the problem is that this virus is likely to impact the poor more and the slower the spread of the disease means that those who will suffer ill health for other reasons can still be treated.

Brencis does like a neck scrub

In a topsy turvy world, it's still nice to remind ourselves
that the world is an amazing place. Ice crystals on a muddy
path

My pharmacology background as prepared me a little for what is happening at the moment. It helps me to understand the progression of the disease. I could see what the potential problems could be back at the beginning of January. Quite early on I said we should stock up a bit on those things we buy regularly. We can manage without but it is just easier with those things we do buy, especially in such a rural location. Self-isolation is not hard for us to do and I said to Ian we need to sort out the caravan to move into this week, in case of any restrictions on movement. Of course there is the issue of what happens if we do get sick. Hopefully it would only be mild  if we get sick at all and so we can carry on looking after the animals.

Lady V enjoying a good scratch through a spruce tree

Where we would like to put a cabin. We would open up the
view the other way so people can see the alpacas, but it is
also a nice secluded place for a peaceful time.

As for the rest of the week, we took our friend's car back and stayed for a while to visit. We know we have to be careful as one of our friends is vulnerable to infections, so we wanted to visit before we went into Riga for a trade fair. Should we have gone to the trade fair? It was certainly quiet and I have never known men in particular ensure their hands were so clean. It was helpful for us to see the wooden cabins and the different companies who make them, since we do plan on getting one hopefully in the near future. The next day though the government banned all such events. Had I underestimated the risk? I don't know. From the trade fair we went to see a friend who has Tibetan Mastifs. We tentatively wondered if they would make a suitable dog to have around on our land. We certainly came away thinking if we were going to have a dog, they would be a breed to consider. She had some very calm ones that she breeds from, but we don't think the time is right at the moment, as we have a lot of other expenses.

Snow sparkling like diamonds

Mari and I having a little chat

The day after the Riga trip I had a blinding headache. A virus? Who knows. I fortunately have a tea for headaches and with that and a 3/4 hour nap, what was turning into a migraine, vanished. This evening it was Ian's turn, but on both occasions it was after a Riga trip - lack of fluid possibly. The evening after my headache I started coughing at 3am, of course it went through my head, I wonder if it is that virus. Fortunately, whatever it was had gone by the following afternoon.

Ilvija coming to investigate

Having a tickle under her chin. Her eye looks a little red in
this picture but it had cleared up by the evening and was
fine the next day.

Today's Riga trip was to do some panic buying. Only our panic buying doesn't look like everyone else's panic buying. We have some projects that we want to get on with this year and one of them needs doing before the start of the growing season - which seems to be coming around sooner than normal due to the warm winter we've had. The problem is that if deliveries get disrupted, then we won't be able to get what we need for the projects and we won't get them done, so we thought while everything is still working, we will get them ordered, only we wanted to see examples before we bought them, hence the trip into Riga.

Herkules

You can tell Ian has food with him.

First Ian had to go to the garage to get a newer prop shaft cover fitted, since they finally had managed to source the part, we then set off for Riga. Our first port of call was to a company who sell greenhouses. The one we wanted was not assembled, but they did have plenty of frames on display so we could see them. They look sturdy and appropriate for a possibly windy location, so that was sorted. They did have a larger version assembled and that made it easier to see how it would be constructed. We also found out that it was a good idea to have tape on the bottom, to let the carbonate holes breathe but also to stop insects crawling up inside. That in itself is not too much of a problem, but birds trying to peck at them would be. Who knew! This wasn't a sales gimmick though, as we know the problems of birds pecking through the plastic for the insects in our big greenhouse, so it is good that this could possibly be prevented in the carbonate ones.

Our greenhouse casting a strong shadow in the sunshine

Footpath in the snow

Our next visit was to see some PVC marquee tents. One of the problems we've had with our felting courses is in hot and windy weather the conditions in the greenhouse get rather warm, so we needed a solution to that, but also we need to renovate the greenhouse, as I've mentioned before, and we need somewhere to put some of the things. So by putting up the marquee we can put the tables and such like undercover. We can also put the marquee nearer to the trees so there is more shade on those warm sunny days. We had gone with the intention of getting a 5mx10m tent but we decided that 5mx8m was going to be big enough for what we need. Ian was a little worried about the strength of the construction but a 4mx8m one was not available and they were waiting for delivery from China! Hmmm! Anyway, I'm sure it will be a great addition to our farm and have other uses besides a felting course. Weddings? Photo shoot changing room?

We had some windy weather that snapped
a few trees

We don't always get to see this side of the hill. It looks nice
now but the bumpy patch in the centre is a patch that has been
dug over by wild boar a while ago. We still see their footprints
but fortunately nothing serious at the moment.

Our last panic buy, or rather convenience buy, was a new jacket for Ian. We buy his work trousers and jackets from a small factory that only meant a minor detour to get to on our travels today. His last coat lasted for quite a while and is just beginning to look a bit shabby, so it seemed sensible to go back to the same place. It's also really nice to be able to support a small business rather than get a mass-produced one that doesn't last so long with the rigours of farm life. They have many different styles and so getting the right one took a bit of doing. Ian has got used to the pockets on his old one, so this one is pretty much the same style. Not bad for €45!

Vanessa

You can tell they have fresh hay

So we head into this next week, not quite knowing what the next decision of the government is going to be. When will they put more draconian measures in place? The next measure is likely to be that there has to be more than 2m between customers but that hasn't passed through into law yet. So all we can do is continue to prepare for a total lockdown and hope for the best. So far infections are low in Latvia and we hope it remains that way. We did close our alpaca farm to visitors just in case. We don't want to encourage people to come and visit us from Riga, where the number of infections is likely to be highest. It was also hard to know what protections to put into place for the safety of our customers and without the language to enforce that, it makes things difficult. It is also best for us to try and stay as healthy as possible for the sake of our animals, as they don't have anyone else to look after them. So no more trips into Riga if we can help it.

High five!

I still marvel that this is our forest. I
also love the way the tree in the centre
glows in the sunshine

What world will we wake up to though when this is all over? Preparing for this disease should have been uppermost in all politicians' minds as the risk from a pandemic is always there, but more so is how we prepare for the aftermath. We can be all doomsday about this, especially for those who think these are end times and everything will only get worse anyway. Can I just say stop with that thinking right now! For those who pray, when we pray the Lord's prayer we ask for God's kingdom to come on earth, just like it is in heaven. When we prepare for Heaven on earth it is preparing for end times where we are coming into a time of joy not despair. So roll up your sleeves and start working for a better community in which to live and that does not come by imposing superficial laws on moral behaviour, it means getting down and in touch with people, not just wagging fingers. It means being servants to others, not imposing rules. It also means stop with this wasteful lack of stewardship of God's good gifts on this earth. One thing this disease has done is to show how vulnerable our way of life is, we need to change, but we can do this - together.